Introspective much?

I wish...

I wish I wasn't such a little wimp

I wish I baked wonderful treats and goodies for everyone

I wish I was good at baking wonderful treats and goodies for everyone

I wish I wore more dresses and skirts

I wish I had more guy friends

I wish for many things, and it makes me realize how selfish I am

I don't want things to change, I don't want people to leave, I don't want to give things up

But despite everything, I'm glad things are changing. I want to meet new people, go to new places, try new things, get out of my little bubble. 

Sometimes I wonder if everyone thinks as much as I do. It doesn't really seem like it, but maybe I don't appear to worry about anything either. I just put on this appearance of everything being all good inside by abnormally shaped head. I hope everyone doesn't think as much as I do though, because it's not so fun! Constantly having doubts and worries, overthinking and analyzing everything... There I go again!

Goodness gracious, I believe this is the first serious, introspective blog I've ever posted!

Thank God for weekends, summer vacation, wonderful music, Phamily, and little Gio=]